Why am I doing this again, you ask? While I was in Vegas, I was so busy that I did not have time to even think about masturbating. And this takes a certain lifestyle. Be busy. Be productive. This will force me to direct my will power towards something else more productive, perhaps a business… Read More
I feel an wired itch, but this time it wasn’t as hard as I thought it would be. I simply turned it off. That, and the fact that my schedule has been quite busy that I haven’t really had time to think about masturbating. This is good…
Let’s try this again. For real this time. Either the energy gets overwhelming, or I figure out a way to transfer sexual energy into something thing. Whether it is production, spiritual, or energy that’s in another form.
Today was extremely, extremely hard for me. For one, I started browsing porn online. The urges were itching and I did not go to the gym (more energy). I am going to sleep early.