I have become accustomed to the routine. This routine involves going to work for the past 1.5 years, same job, same company. This change has been very different than my past, which often involved moving from the east coast to the west, and the different changes that occur from freshman to senior year.
I fear change now, because I have grown used to living in this apartment. I have grown weary and scarred of change. I have become comfortable and somewhat semi-happy with life.
It is in this predicament that I find myself trapped, or somewhat unhappy. There are some things I am happy for:
But there are still many things I am unhappy, or just “content” about:
Lack of quality girls
Lack of events
Despite cool job, still trapped from 8-5 work week
How do we get out of this rut? That’s the question that’s bugging me, like a splinter in my mind.